Dilemma again

Feel unhappy for the past 2 days..perhaps things werent great around me or i am just asking too much. Am i demanding for super great things to happen to me ? Or i am just looking for some miracle? Or i deserve for what is happening around me?

The future is at my hand. And i shall decide what i want. This is the sentence that everyone would tell me if i tell them what i have on my mind. But the point is, i doesnt know what i want and i couldnt tell anyone what i want because i do not have the courage to tell them what do i want.

Perhaps is the love that is overtaking my courage. The feeling of loosing someone is way too scary for me. Maybe that is the reason I am not brave enough to confront the man that I like. I need to tell him how i felt, i need to let him know that i do not feel the love from him, i need to let him know that i do not feel happy now because i am loving him too much. I need to clear the sky..to remove the thorns from my heart.

Loosing the most precious thing in my life doesnt matter to me because of my feeling on him. I do not mind having it with him but however i do feel guilty towards the other him. I knew he love me lots but i do not see myself fit in with him. I just felt that i should let go off him but i do not want to hurt him this way. How i wish we could just end the relationship by me going overseas to work.

Pancakes

On Sunday, Me and Fred went to One Utama and the curve. Been sometime that we didnt hang out that those places, maybe because of his work commitment. So we decided to go on that very sunday around 2.30pm.

We reached One utama, and lucky us, we found the carpark straight away after entering the building. We walked around ..trying to find what are the differences in the shops after a mth not visiting 1u..but ntg changes..We bump into one of his basketball team mate..and chat a while.

Then we accidentally caught ourselves havin the urge to walk into that yummy looking pancakes posters at the Paddington Pancake. We end up ordering the yummy pancake. But however, the taste wasnt exactly satisfying. But definitely going back there to try the original flavour :D

I gonna post the picture of the pancake later on..but now u can see d pancake i tried at The Rock in Aussie & Lindt Pancake

My Saturday with my room

Last Saturday, i did nothing ...I cleaned my room, did some redecorating on my room by moving some of the furniture, do some scrubbin in the toilet and pamper myself my doing facemask and bodyscrubbing...feel so fresh after that. I read Kahyean's novel...and overall..hv a really good feeling on myself that day. I went dinner with Fred at around 6oclock at Sunway Pyramid, Pizza Hut. We couldnt decide what western food we want to eat. So the easiest way out would be pizza since it is one of his favourite. We ordered the meal for two, took chicken and tuna flavour. He ordered an extra dish for himself, the baked rice. He is very greedy. But manage to finish up the pizza, mushroom soup, garlic bread, and his baked rice. He definitely look very full and complaining that i keep on giving him food. :P too bad ~~

So we hang around in Sunway pyramid new wing.Checking those new shops. Nothing nice from the new wing. I expect more branded, well branded shops, or at least some nice descent looking shops...but however, none of it suited my desire..

these are the few snapshots we took in KLIA and in the plane to Singapore...see we r still fresh at this point in time. I will just upload pictures of my Australia trip in the blogs...too lazy to write on it...its been 3 weeks after the trip.

Australia Trip

I went to Australia last month. It is a eight days trip, departing from Malaysia and took a transit from Singapore to Sydney airport. It was a much anticipated trip with my collegues, SiewHuay and Waicheng. This is the first time for us to travel together. I always misses the Group trip organised by E&Y

Waicheng and I took the flight from Msia to Singapore together at 4.00 pm (appx.) while SiewHuay took an earlier flight as she couldnt decide at the point of time during the flight booking. WC and I tried to reschedule our flight to fit hers, but SIA couldnt give us a confirmation until the very last minute. So, WC and I decided not to take the risk.

I went to the airport together with WC. Her bestfriend fetch us from Seremban all the way to KLIA. Thanx God! else i gotto be on my own, all the way from KL Sentral to KLIA. Its gonna be a boring journey.

Before departing from Seremban, WC and I thought it would be a good idea if we pack our dinner together with us, and we can have it in SIA.And not wasting extra penny to actually consume the food in SIA and paying in S$ .Budget trip !! Remember,girls !!

But to our surprise, we got a text from Siewhuay informing us on the tight security screenin at the airport. She was asked to dispose her empty water bottle. Me and WC were shocked as we need to finishes 2 bun each + twisties

We reach Singapore airport ard 6+ and we couldnt locate SH...guess what we did !?!?WC and I decided to approach the information counter and request for a paging to look for her. By the time, she walked to us, she was very shy :P

We explored Singapore Airport for about 5 to 6 hours because our flight to Australia is at 12+ midnight. We visited Coach, Gucci, the Watch shop, chocolates, internet kiosk, perfumes, etc...WC kinda excited to see the TITUS watch for so cheap, i guess around S$99. But she decided not to buy yet, and we werent sure how much is the price for those watches in Australia. So she said byebye to those beautiful elegent looking watches. We took Subway for dinner, i took tuna , WC took some coldcut sandwish, SH took er...forgotten:P

And WC brought along her notebook. She spent most of the time reading her romance novel. Gosh! Can't imagine myself doing that !!

And we manage to snap a few pictures in the airport too...